Welcome to the unknown

Jun 11
Jun 08
Just a little bit of yumminess to get me through the rest of the week :D

Just a little bit of yumminess to get me through the rest of the week :D

Jun 01

quote Li-Chi Pan is back on Tumblr :D :D :D :D oh i just jumped up and did a happy dance :P haha. sit back down Sumayah *hides*

Apr 30

a 1.5 year old kid kicking footie balls into his toy box and he gets it in every time. I mean my 3yr old niece can’t even kick a ball to a target yet. I guess that’s why this little chap has been offered a 10year contract with a first division Dutch football team.

Apr 21
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Pixie Lott - Broken Arrow

Such an awesome song especially for all those that can relate :)

Jan 25
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This song says a lot about how I’ve been feeling lately but not because of a break-up. For reasons that are complicated to explain and reasons that sound nuts in my mind so I can only imagine how nuts it will sound in someone else’s mind.

Oh and this is the Adam Lambert version of Smokey Robinson’s Tracks of my Tears.

People say I’m the life of the party
Because I tell a joke or two
Although I might be laughing loud and hearty
Deep inside I’m blue
So take a good look at my face
You’ll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it’s easy to trace
The tracks of my tears..
I need you, need you
Since you left me if you see me with another girl
Seeming like I’m having fun
Although she may be cute
She’s just a substitute
Because you’re the permanent one..
So take a good look at my face
You’ll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it’s easy to trace
The tracks of my tears..
I need you, need you
Outside I’m masquerading
Inside my hope is fading
Just a clown oh yeah
Since you put me down
My smile is my make up
I wear since my break up with you..
So take a good look at my face
You’ll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer, it’s easy to trace
The tracks of my tears

Dec 27
Pampered my nephew this weekend and gave him a facial :P So much fun
(was also very close to making a pair of scissors bond with his hair)

Pampered my nephew this weekend and gave him a facial :P So much fun

(was also very close to making a pair of scissors bond with his hair)

Dec 23

That time of year again - Christmas

That time of year has come again when people are rushing around looking for last minute gifts, putting up last minute decorations on their Christmas tree, looking for the biggest and juiciest looking turkey etc etc.

Christmas is a Christians holiday where they honour the birth of Jesus. I get that. Every religion has a holiday where they honour the birth of their equivalent of Jesus. What I don’t get is this: If Christmas (celebrated by Christians) is a public holiday then why aren’t other religions equivalent of Christmas also public holidays? I mean is the Christian religion ranked so superior to other religions that Christmas can be deemed public holiday worthy?

I brought up this question and I got the most ridiculous response from someone. They claim that because Christianity is the most ‘followed’ religion it makes sense that Christmas would be ’worth’ of being deemed a public holiday (his words not mine). I’m sorry but I have never heard such a load of bullshit in a long time. It doesn’t mean you have the most followers you get ‘special treatment.’ I mean take politics for instance: you have a political party Z with the most followers therefore making that party the ruling party in a country. The fact that they have the most followers doesn’t mean that they are necessarily ‘worthy’ of being the leading political party. You could have political parties D,G,H who all stand for something more meaningful yet because political party Z promises that the heavens will open up and give everyone everything they ever need they have a mass following (okay I know this has nothing to do with the original topic but I’m venting so deal with it). Okay so back to the topic at hand…

You know how some people have a problem with white people or black people or Indian people and are referred to as being racist. Well I think the fact that a Christian holiday gets to be a public holiday and other religions equivalent is racist towards religions :P yes I just said that and I’m going to be vain and say that I know that I mak an excellent point and if anyone wants to challenge me on their opinion bring it on :)

Dec 20

quote Random but true: NANCY’S COMING HOME :D :D :D :D

Dec 08

Life

4 year ago just after his 3rd birthday and just after my grandpa passed away my little nephew Umair (Meickey) was diagnosed with nephrotic syndrome. In short he has a kidney condition.

He’s been going to India for about 2 years now for herbal treatment together with his steroid treatment. He hadn’t had a single relapse in about a year and then suddenly he started going downhill and he’s officially gone into relapse.

I ask myself how God/Allah can be so cruel to this little boy. Making him suffer so much. A little boy who’s missing out on so much of his childhood all because he has this cruel disease. Where some children spend most of their time riding bikes, playing outside, going to school and then you have Meickey who had spent a lot of his time in doctors offices, treatment centers, sick in bed etc.

People always say that God always has a reason for what happens in life. Well I would really like to know what the reason for Meickey being sick is. Can someone please explain it to me. Maybe Allah would like to send me a vision or a message to help me understand this because right now I don’t see how this is going to benefit this little angel. And people shouldn’t even bother telling me all this bullshit about how one day the reason will be revealed.

For 4 years I have seen this precious little child go through so much. He’s been on steroids (and still is), he gets hyper, when he gets angry he really does get angry, he had to eat bland food (no salt which means no chips, no biscuits etc) he’s been poked and prodded by doctor after doctor but through it all he has managed to always have a smile on his face and a laugh and personality that lights up an entire room.

Meickey I love you and I know that there isn’t a lot I can do for you but I can hope and pray that you get better and don’t have to go through this any longer.


Meickey after an intense treatment. Don’t know how he still managed to smile after that. Oh and check out that 6-pack :P